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Parents of Suicides
Seasons of Sadness




The graph below shows the number
of deaths of our children for
each month of the year

These graphs will be continually updated
So please check back often

Graphs Updated December 26, 2003
(Includes new members through 12/17/03)



BLUE = WINTER GREEN = SPRING RED = SUMMER ORANGE = FALL




The graph below shows the number
of deaths of our children for
each season of the year



BLUE = WINTER GREEN = SPRING RED = SUMMER ORANGE = FALL




NOTE: The following list was compiled from the
Parents of Suicide membership list.
Please check the month of your child's death. If their name is not
under that month, please let me know and I will add their name and
update the graphs above.
Lloyd Carson



WINTER: 182




JANUARY: 60

Angelica (Randi)
Joshua Leigh (Amy)
Natacha (Anne)
Shane (Carolyn)
Robert Anthony (Debra)
Mark (Elaine & Bob)
Amanda (Guywn)
Stephen (Lloyd)
Contesa Lynn (Marcia)
Case David (Nancy)
Terri (Norma)
Jeffrey Scott (Peggy)
Connor B. (Rick & Janel)
Justin Alan (Terrie)
Michael George (Cheryl)
Elizabeth Marie (Nancy)
Jennifer E. (Sharon)
Allison Dawn (Barbara)
Nathaniel (Linda)
Douglas (Lisa)
Brian Scott (Rena)
Elizabeth Marie (Nancy & Dennis)
Joe "Joey" (Vicki)
Tom (Harry)
Caitlin (Mary & Glenn)
Brandon Lee (Sharon)
Benjamin (Jesse)
John Elvio (Shelia)
Jason (Theresa)
Patricio (Emma)
Erik (Johanne)
Jeffrey (Sherrill)
Gary James (Diane)
Nathan (Willis)
Perry (Lavon)
Brandon (Sharon)
Kyle (Gwen)
Rob (Bonnie)
John (Lynne)
Matthew “Matt” (Christine)
Ryan (Carol)
Carlton (Sheila)
Susan Jane (Pat)
Johnnie (Melinda)
Joey (Nick)
Jesse (Peggy)
Shoshana (Jackie)
Tim (Diane)
Rob (Kim C.)
Ben (Barbara)
Eric (Donna)
Montario (Ernestine)
Ralp (Gail)
Grant (Gloria)
David (Kathy)
Casey (Nina)
Stephen (Rose)
Erin (John)
Chris (Elaine)
Laura (Connie)
FEBRUARY: 62

Danny (Anita)
James J. (Bobbi)
Seth (Brian & Theresa)
Kristen Lee (Glennis)
Jason (Linda)
Jason Michael (Linda Rose)
???? (MAB)
Anthony (Lisa)
Carl Ivor (Irene)
Adam (Donna)
Walter (Walter)
Ricky Lee(Laura)
Michele (Steven)
Melissa (Trish)
David Edward (Rockey)
Sean (Janne)
Jesse (Kate Jay)
Jay (Cindy)
Charlie (Martie)
BJ (Lori)
David (Sylvia)
Jamie (Joan)
Michael (Judy)
Kristina (Kathy)
Rhonda (Jean)
Bob (Patty)
Jeremy Michael (Bob)
Clay (Janice)
Marcus (Jeane)
Lee (Cindy)
John Thomas (Christy)
Cliff (Elaine)
John (Kathy)
Daniel (Julie)
Kenny (Linda)
Ryan (Merry)
Natalie (Joanne)
Philip (Vi)
Sacia (Maggie)
Roger (Myrna)
Adam (Linda)
Sean (Pat)
Nick (Erika)
Michael (Linda)
Laura Lee (Carol)
Chuck (Shirley T.)
Shana (Ellie)
Tara (Cheryl L.)
David (Anne)
Christine (Bob)
Christine (Brigid)
Divya (Champa)
Buck (Derinda)
Charlie (Kelly)
Mickye (Mary)
Deanna (Patricia)
Patrick (Vicki S.)
Jeffrey (Cindy & Robert)
Jessie (Linda P.)
Kenny (Linda)
Drew (Wendy)
MARCH: 60

Colin (Alice)
Jason Roger (Barbara)
Mark Joe (Caroline)
Trena Lee (Charlene)
David (Cheri & Gary)
Justin (Dennis)
Charles Brandon (Janice & Don)
Laura Beth (Karen)
David Eric (Kim(berly))
Vanessa (Ron)
John Michael (Dick & Virginia)
Heidi (Donna)
Ronald Stephen (Chris)
Katie (Kate)
Danny (Linda)
Trena Lee (Charlene)
Tom (Fiona)
William "Butch" (Shari)
Brian (Fran)
Annemiek (Janey)
Edward Arthur (Diana)
Kenneth (Ranata)
Gail (Sylvia)
Chad (Lois)
Perry (Rebecca)
Audrie (Patty)
Rodney (Sandra)
Fredrick Stuart (Taffy)
Ian (Lori)
Austin (Suzette)
Roy Jr. (Linda & Roy)
Tara (Pam)
Andy (Patty)
Susan Elizabeth (Kristi)
Ryan (Cyb)
Sean (Saundra)
Doug (Shirley)
Chris (Pat)
Shane (Donna)
Josh David (Terry )
Joshua Martin (Sydney)
Anthony (Rosaleen)
John (Patricia)
Greg (Terry & Marilyn)
Joe (Cheryl)
Delia (Jonathan)
Peter Raymond (Lynne)
Derek (Dex & Deb)
Brian (Gayle)
Clint (Betty)
Ashley (Christy)
Ryan (Debbie)
Ashley (Jacky)
Kevin (Judy & Alden)
Brian (Rusty)
Brenda (Sue)
Joseph (Wanda)
Agapito (Daundria)
Dallas (Tammy)
Zach (Debbie)
Matthew (Jim & Bobbie)
Danielle (Susan)



SPRING: 201




APRIL: 72

Lisa (Faye)
Kevin Eugene (Glenda)
Jamie (Jackie)
Jodie Anna (Joe & Judy)
Glenn Nathaniel (Linda)
Joseph Stephen (Maria)
Breck (Michael)
Troy Cameron (Nancy)
Rosemary (Pamela)
Jennifer (Sharon)
Adrian Lee (Sharon)
Charles Bryon (Sherri)
David W. (Sue)
Jaron (Judi)
Sammy (Silva)
Glenn (Diana)
Scott (Pat)
Kristopher Ian (Donna)
Clair (Michael)
Kyle (Connie)
Ryan (Julie)
John "Jack" (Jackie & Henry)
Kevin Andrew (Pat)
Sara Nicole (Jamie)
Jesse (Marianne)
Steven (Stella)
Christy (Susan)
Kyle (Connie)
Amanda Lynn (Rosa)
Rachael Elizabeth (Marti)
Timothy (Phyllis)
Nicholas (Scott)
Brian (Peggy)
Paul (NiurkaMaria)
Debra (Nina)
Mike (Marge)
David (JoAnn)
Joshua (Maxine)
Larry (Edie)
Brandon (Roxeanne)
Timothy James (Robin)
Stephen (Lisa)
Jeffrey (Lori)
Nicholas (Gail)
Danny (Randy)
Sarah (Karen)
Lorie (Rita)
Jeffery (Debbie)
Erick (Joan)
Michael (Peggy)
Daniel (Bill E.)
Andrew (John)
Erica (Scarlot)
Jimmy (Tina)
Russell (Shirley B.)
Michael (Arlene)
Shane (Barb)
Erica (Deborah)
Josh (Deborah)
Troy (Jackie)
Rick (Jeanne)
Christopher (Linda)
Becky (Michael & Margaret)
Brendan (Monica)
David (Patricia)
Nikki (Peggy)
David (Cheri)
Tyler (Darlene)
Christopher (Wanda)
Joshua (Deborah)
Joseph (Paula)
Shane (Betty)
MAY: 61

Michael (Dianne)
Shari (Donna)
Michael J. (Donna)
Brian (Joan)
Josh (Linda)
Victrina Belinda (Linda)
Michael Robert (Marge)
Mary Anita (Mary Lou)
Cherie Lynn (Mary)
Daniel J. (Mary)
Norman “Porky” (Norman)
Allen Dale (Patty)
Jessica May (Philip)
Claude (Ruth)
Shane (Susan)
Misha (Susan)
Thomas (Ian)
Shane (Tina)
Chris (Cathy)
Jan Elizabeth (Neil & Barbara)
Casey (Cheryl)
Evere (Ann-Marie)
Glen (Helen)
Peter (Helen)
Chris (Cathy)
David (Suzn)
Mark (Barbara)
Christine Elizabeth (Angela)
Stephen (Martha)
Stephen (Edy)
Jason (Brenda)
David (Nancy)
Craig (Patty)
Roberto (Maria)
Matthew (Shannon)
Jay Russell (Bunkie)
Brian (Barbara)
Toni (Dolly)
Misty Ann (Mary)
Stephen Wayne (Jean)
Michael (Mindi)
Christopher (Patti)
Timijane (Charla)
Benjamin (Kimmy)
Christian (Karen)
Lacie (Valerie)
Toni (Dolly)
David (Suzn)
PJ (Marcy)
Jenny (Deb)
David (Stanley & Sydney)
Michael (Sandy)Tom (Pat)
Michael (Bonnie L.)
Dustin (Anita)
Daniel (Claudia)
Stephen (Diane)
Matthew (Shannon)
Brian (Susan)
Travis (Amanda)
Robert (Robert)
Joe (Ginny)
JUNE: 68

Craig Stewart (Beth)
Ricky (Carol)
Jason Paul (Dave & Kathy)
M.J. (Irene)
Jess (Jackie)
Jeremy (Karin)
Christopher Michael (Laura)
Leana (Linda)
Aaron (Linda)
Geoffrey (Mandy)
Christopher Todd (Marlene)
Elizabeth (Sheila & Dave)
Steven Scott (Steve)
Carlos (Susan)
Justin Thomas (Thom)
Tyler Fredrick (Tylaine)
Johnny (Ann)
Cheri (Charmian)
Jeremy (Kathy)
Steven (Joy)
Joe (Becky)
Brent (Sandy)
Shaun Lee (Allison)
Brian Scott (Kathy)
Barton (Steve)
Darcy (Leslie)
Damon (Ellen)
Michael (Faith)
Ryan (Noreen)
Clayton (Pat)
George (Karen)
Doug (Marcia)
Dusty (Jill)
Michael W. (Connie)
Jesse (Shirley)
John (Gail)
Josh (Jeff)
Christina (Robin)
David (Bernadette)
Christopher Michael (Bonnie)
John Vincent (Joan)
Joseph (Mindy)
JC (Laurie)
Collin (Melisa)
Joshua Michael (James)
Derek (Shirley)
Adam (Linda)
Michael (Kim)
Jeremy (Deb)
TJ (Cher)
Tiffani (Holly)
John Leonard (Linda)
Michael (Marie)
Keith (Mary)
Joseph (Donna)
Celena (Vicki N.)
Michael (Jerry)
Xavier (Babe “Agnes”)
Ryan (Mary Z.)
Shane (Kathy B.)
Scott (Randall)
Wade (Dee)
Phillip (Christine)
Brian (Dee)
Joseph (Pat)
Shannon (Janett)
Robert (Tammy)
Eddy (Florence)



SUMMER: 186




JULY: 58


Cody David (Dixie)
David (Pam)
Vance (Virginia)
Jeremy (Patsy)
Derek Edward (Marlane)
Jeselyn May (Jonna Marie)
Jay Patrick (Jackie)
Larques (Linda
Charles "Blue" (Adrienne)
Stevie (Marcia)
Jeremy Wayne (Vickie)
Barry (Sylvia)
Julia (Sheila)
Mia (Betty)
Randy (Ali)
Nathan T (Mary)
Stephen (Marcia)
Octavia (Christina)
Robert (Barry)
Greg (Shirley)
Jeff (Carol)
Christopher Lee (Maxine)
Jason (Ruthie)
Tony (Debbie)
Micah (Irene)
Douglas (Sue)
Jonathan (Charles)
Eric Paul (Sheila)
Eric Michael (Cyndi)
Kristofor (Susi)
James (Karen)
Alan Lee (Dorothy)
John Eric (Sylvia)
Rich (mjfrmop)
Stephanie Ann (Sherri)
Scott Joanna)
Kirk (Margaret)
Cody Elvis (Christy)
Lawrence (Irene)
Sean (Lynn)
William (Pat)
Dillon (Kim J.)
Alan (Dorothy & John)
Bill (Anne M.)
Kelsey (Sherri)
Noah (Elaine B.)
Robert (Winfred)
Juan (Rosalinda
Chad (Nedra)
Jeff (John)
Shawn (Linda)
Robert (Lisa)
Lawrence (Irene T.)
Jessica (Mark)
Stephanie (Sherri)
Liz (Ruth)
Sarah (Kimmie)
Sean (Lynn)
AUGUST: 62

Darren (Bob & Lynda)
Tori (Christine)
Christopher (Chuck & Katie)
Kenneth Lyle (David)
Cory James (Janine)
Richard “Rick” (Joanie)
Sean Jeffrey (Karen"Kainana")
Andrew Brian (Karolyn)
Arlyn Maria (Karyl)
Jonah (Marie & Keith)
Michael Wayne (Barbara)
Barry Jon (Carol)
Jenny (Barbara)
Michael Wayne (Cole)
Kenneth (Patricia & Frank)
Toby Michael (Christine)
Jodine (Jane)
Michael (Karen)
Christopher Jack (Dianna)
Tony (Helen)
Christopher Joel (Kim)
Justin (Michael)
Todd (Viki)
Tom (Fiona)
Michael (Brenda)
Kasi (Michelle)
Joshua James (Pamela J)
Aaron (Dottie)
Clay Daniel (Charles)
Scott (Mary)
Milly (Rosalinda)
James Darroll (Victoria)
Ian Christopher (Diane)
Daniel (April)
Jason Allen (Flory)
Scott Michael (Jill)
Shannon (Krista)
Daniel Jay (Doug)
Jerry (Patty)
Gerald A (Patty & Jerry)
Aisha Marie (June)
Joey (Jackie)
Jeremy (Stacey)
Brent (Vicki)
Christopher (Tricia)
Toby (Christine)
Stephen (Terry)
Ashly (Naomi)
Vicki Lynn(Lola)
Michael (Jackie)
Kendra Rose (Dionne)
Bill (Diane)
Freeman (Jean)
Christine (Jeannie)
Michael (Mary J.)
Daniel (April C.)
Tamera (Melody)
Gary Jr. (Deb J.)
Robert (Rebecca)
Samantha (Vina)
Michael (Mary)
David (Kim)
Shawn (??)
SEPTEMBER: 66

Braddy (Anne(Jessie))
Derrick D’Wayne (Barbara)
Jason (Cindy)
Sean (Diane)
Martin (Jackie)
Garnett Anderson (Janice & Kenneth)
Tiffany Lane (Karin)
Lucas Edward (Mary)
Andy (Nancy)
Emily Elizabeth (Susan)
Richard Ray (Shirline)
Ralph (Argia)
Andrew (Mark)
Kyle (Eleanor)
Space (Ruth)
Christopher (Robin & Dennis)
Francois (Patricia)
Chris (Colleen)
Garrison (Sue & Leonard)
Danny (Iris)
Todd (Nancy)
Jordan Christopher (Sherry)
Patrick (Nancy)
April Lynn (Barb)
Danny (Greg)
Ayumu (Akimi)
Andrew (Shirley)
William George (Sue)
Karen (Joyce)
Dustin (Cindy & Kyle)
William "Will" (Chris)
Danyel Dawn (Jeannie)
Edmund (Carmen)
Justin (Marisa)
Lisa Marie (Barbara)
Ralph John (Judi)
Nooradin Marina)
Nicholas (Toni)
Codie (Holly)
Andy (Rick & Debbie)
Jason (Scott)
Kevin (Sheila)
Richard (Audrey)
Eric (Tina)
Jonathon (Gaynor)
Phil (Jeanine)
Stephen (Delores)
Timothy Patrick (Lois)
Andrew (Robert)
Jacob (John & Kathy)
April (Pat)
Jon (Kilary)
Jimmy (Polly)
Steven (Loretta)
Matthew (Nancy)
Jay (Kathleen)
Candice (Bev)
Max (Diana)
Robert (Roberta)
Shaun (Maggie Z.)
Max (Diana)
Patrick (Ken & Judy)
Paul (Marie)
Derek (Brenda C.)
AW “Dubber” (Patsy)
John (Marilyn)



FALL: 216




OCTOBER: 65

Paul Joseph (Chuck)
Michael (De)
Patricia Ann (Jack & Carmen)
Andrew (Joan & Bob)
Brian (Joanne)
Tonya Lynn (Kathy)
Joshua (Mary-Anne & Steve)
Jennifer Lynn (Nancy)
John (Madeleine)
Heath (Teresa)
Tonya Lynn (Kathy "KJ")
David (Carol)
Steve (Candy)
Timothy Kurtis (Susan)
Frances (Carmen)
Daniel (Geri)
Richard (Su)
Joey (Tammy)
Eric (Mary)
Gabriel(Doreen)
Teresa (Dan)
Michael (Ginny)
Ted F. (Todd & Mary)
Joshua (Christy)
Erik Allyn (Marlene)
Weseley Earl (Linda)Daniel (Diane)
Bruce (Carolyn)
Ryan L (Karen)
Ira Wayne (Kathy)
Tracy (Kathy)
Shawn (Morrigan)
Joe (Frank)
Nicholas (Karen)
David Bryan (Barb)
Brandon (Sandy)
Cliff (Freddie)
Matthew (Betsey)
Philip (Caryl)
Brandon (Karen)
Mark (Joanne)
Tom (Wendy)
Jason (Debbie)
Jeremy (Janelle)
Michael “Tony” (Linda)
Holly (Sheree)
Brandon (Veda)
Joshua (Donna)
Christ (Kristi)
Jennifer “Jen” (Nancy)
Buffy (Carole)
Michael (Mary M.)
Pete (Phyllis)
Josh (Donna C.)
David (Paula)
Tracy (Kathy)
Bill (Bonnie)
Preston (Donna)
Nathan (Kathy)
Marvin Jr. (Marvin Sr.)
Krystal (Joyce)
Justin (Michael)
Brandon (Cheryl T.)
Adam (Deanna)
Thomas (Priscilla)
Erica (Sandy B.)
NOVEMBER: 75

Kate (Bill)
Kimberly (Brenda)
Trevor Ian (Christine)
Michael (Cyndy)
Joshua Todd (Debbie)
Mark Conrad (Dori)
Robin Elizabeth (Doug & Sondra)
Ryan (Jan)
Robert (Karen)
Mike (Richard)
Wendy Lynn (Sharon)
Danny Ray (Sheila)
Bill(y) John (Wilma)
Connor (Steve & Janis)
Jason Kristopher (Ed)
Michael Stephen (Malinda)
Shawn (Joanne)
Patrick William (Joyce)
Jason (Connie)
Jeff (Linda)
Gina Marie (Bob & Kathy)
Nathan (Lisa)
Erik (Pam)
Johnathan (Deb)
Brian (Rose)
Chris (Cynthia)
Diane (Karen)
Justin (Judy)
Jason (Janet)
Steve (Deanna)
Jason (George)
Matthew (Patty)
John Eric (Erica)
Matthew (Vicki)
Victor (Tracey)
CW (Marie)
Jamie (Sharon)
Brian (Bill & Judy)
Marie (Kathy)
Tara (Sherri)
Joe (Becky)
Alexa Noel (Janine)
Gary (Debbie)
Mark (Dottie)
Justin M (Judy)
Geoffrey William (Marianne)
Cory (Sharon)
John Paul (Rosemary)
Robbie (Elsie)
Ronnie (Sally)
Karen (Kathy)
Lindsey (AnnMarie)
Michael (Judy)
Chase (Meily)
Rayna (Roger)
Cindy (Diane)
Jodi (Joy)
Aaron (Cathy)
Nicjolas (Gail)
Jeffrey (Debi & John)
Christopher (Donna)
Tyler (Paula)
Derrick (Carol S.)
Carl (Denise)
Joshua (Andrea)
Mark (Doris)
Kristian (Jan)
Tami (Sharon)
Mark (Ursula)
James (Sue)
Brett (Sue)
Matthew (Mary Anne)
Jessica (Keith & Jeri)
Sloane (Linda M.)
Michael (Cyndy)

DECEMBER: 76

Kardeija Seida (Aneesah)
Lydia (Beth)
Joe (Carol)
Blake L. (Connie)
Lydia (Eileen)
Kristopher R. (Karen)
Galen David (Kathy)
Carlos (Robert)
Trey (Shelly)
Jason (Wanda)
Erin Malissa (Kimberly)
Derek (Myra)
Adam (Judy)
Lori (Barbara)
Brandon (Gail)
Mitzi (Trisha)
Josh (Donna)
Brian (Sherry)
Daniel "Danny" (Sandy)
Roger (Linda Jean)
Mary (Julie)
Niki (Carol)
Robert (Jackie)
Lisa (Carol)
Matthew (Lisa)
Jason (Nancy)
Steve (Pamellen)
Riannon (Alice)
Joshua David (Chris & Steve)
Breanna (Kathy)
Jesse (Alicia)
Eric (Gail)
Jeff (Sandi)
Michael (Linda)
Brendon Daniel (Roslyn)
Steve (Jean)
Matthew Aaron (Jackie)
Nilesh (Ashok)
Michael (Carolyn)
Greg (Jerry & Nancy)
Jason (Bruce)
Joey (Carol)
Troy (Arlene)
Robert (Wanda)
Ryan (Gina)
Allen (Dianne)
Jesse (Maureen)
Davey (Dave)
Robert (Elizabeth)
Terry (Kathy)
Bobby (Sharon)
Jeremy (Barbara)
Randy (Doris)
Scot (Marilyn)
Joshua (Chris & Reana)
Tony (Lynne)
Kenneth (Julia)
Stephen (Joanne)
Patty Ann (Nancy)
Mellanie (Marion)
Scott (Cathy)
Jeff (Sandi)
Douglas (Denise)
Michelle (Sherry)
Shawn (Capri)
Chuck (Bev)
Kenneth (Julia)
Patty Ann (Nancy C.)
Bryan (Caroline)
Wesley (Deanna)
Clint (Judy)
Patrick (Marilyn)
Sam (Vicki P.)
David (Kitty)
Billy (Eileen)
Nanette (Linda V.)